Schools Out

Schools Out

Only seconds before the bell rings.
Summer will start and I’ll be free from school.
I can’t wait.

Three seconds left.
I’m really excited.
My heart is pounding making a sound so loud,
I feel as if everyone could hear it.
I get really hot from the embarrassment.
Maybe some one could hear it?

Two seconds remaining.
I feel my feet pounding the ground for time to go by.
The teacher is saying his last words while looking at his
silver lined watch, ready for school to end too.
People all trying to get their year books back before the bell.

One second left.
Everyone is saying good bye to each other,
hugging and telling each other
they’ll see them next year.
Guys shaking hands.
Girls exchanging last minute phone numbers.

"Bing. . . Bing. . . Bing. . . Bing"
The bell rings and everyone runs to the door.
Finally, another year of school finished.
Summer officially starting now. Everyone can’t wait.
Running to other people to say their final
good bye’s of the school year
Just to start over again,
the year that follows.

Leaving You

Leaving You

"I said to go and get your things and leave! All of your stuff is in that box over there to the left."
"Wait. . . this is mine. . . this is too! Most of this stuff is mine in this closet."
"No, that’s mine. Who bought it all? I did! So don’t touch my stuff.
"I can’t believe you. Why are you doing this? Are you crazy? Who do you. . ."
"Okay, keep talking all that sh*t, it’s fine. Just keep walking out the door. Hurry up and leave. . . oh wait, don’t put you’re stuff in that car. It’s mine. Let me call you a cab."
"Why are you doing this? You’re such a fool. You’re not going to find someone as good as me."
"You just have me wrapped around your finger. Now I could see the truth though."
"You’re never going to find someone like me. I’m the best boyfriend you’ll ever have."
"No you weren’t. I could have so many boyfriends like you. I could have one right now if I wanted to. I want someone more loyal, not a pig like you. Don’t you ever think you can’t be replaced. And that you’re one of a kind."
"Where am I supposed to go? I have nowhere."
"Why don’t you call that girl you were with while you were going out with me? I bet you thought I didn’t know. Why did you think I was kicking you out for? Because you were lying to me. You even drover her around in the car that I bought for you. Gimme those keys, you better hurry up. It looks like your taxi is getting ready to leave you. Baby, call me when you grown up to be a man."
"You can’t do this to me. Baby please . . ."
"No, I guess I wasn’t you’re everything like you said I was. You were my everything. After I found out you cheated on me. . . Don’t you even start to think that I’m going to cry over you. Don’t you even think I’m going to lose sleep without you. Because you know what? Replacing you is really easy."
"I’m really sorry. Please. . . okay. If that’s what you want then I’ll leave."
"Bye!" Her boyfriend gets in the cab and leave. She goes back into her house and starts cleaning up the mess that’s left over.

I Feel So Alone. . .

I Feel So Alone. . .

I feel so alone
As I walk home from school
I feel like . . . I feel as if nobody
Nobody understands

I get home and I start calling him
But then I realize that
Me and him aren’t talking to each other
He’s pissed off at me

I don’t feel the same
Not talking to him
I loved getting advice from him
Any problem I had, he would help

I feel so alone
I’m just here listening to my iPod
Thinking of how to make it better,
I’m sorry. . .

Help Me!!!

Help Me!!!

Help me! I’ve been confused with my sexuality. Am I gay? Am I straight? Am I bi? Or am I just nothing?

Help me, with my problem. My friend told another one of my friends that I wasn’t too sure about it. I asked her if she would promise not to tell anyone. She told me it was okay, that my secret was safe with her. As soon as I left she went to tell my "girlfriend". My "girlfriend" came to me and dumped me.

Help me, my family disowned me because they hate all people that aren’t "normal" if you could call it that. I wanted to keep it a secret but my friend called my parents to tell them. He’s not a great friend. Sometimes I wonder who my friends are. . . my real friends.

Help me. I’ve lost control of all the things in my life. I’m going crazy. Nobody likes me, my family hates me, and I can’t handle it anymore. I have too much pressure put on my shoulders. I’m just through with it.

DEAD!!!

"I’m living in HELL now and no one is going to miss me!!!"

In reality:

Everyone is missing you because they saw how you died because of what you had to put up with. Now no one can see how good of a person you were. No one is going to see that you’re not that different. You’re actually really cool. But now no one will know that. . . because you’re gone.

Cheated On

Cheated On

"How could you do that to me? I loved you. You ment the world to me. What am I supposed to do now?"
"Baby, please. I still love you so much. You are my world."
"Don’t say that! If I ment the world to you, you wouldn’t have done that."
"Look, it was an accident. I didn’t mean to do it. If I could take it all back, baby you know I would."
"Yeah, I know. But you can’t. What are you going to do now?"
"I want to say I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to do it. I’ll understand if you never talk to me again. But I’m really sorry."
"No, I’m not going to stop talking to you. I accept your apology. Just. . . I’m not going to be with you anymore. We could be friends and that’s all."
"Why? If you accept my apology, why are we breaking up?"
"Because that other person gave you something I didn’t give you. Something I wanted to give to you. Something special. I wanted to be the one. To you, I guess I wasn’t."
". . . okay. Do you think us will ever happen again?"
"Right now I really don’t think so. But who knows. Maybe someday it will. I have no clue."
"Okay. . . I’m really sorry."
"I have to go. . . I lov. . . bye"
". . . [phone hangs up] bye."